1 step forward,2 steps back''does'nt always have to be a negative thing,isn't it? I'm taking advantage of this "setback",seeing it as an opportunity to reevaluate where I was headed! Mistakes made; Lessons learned! =)

I Had A Bad Day.=(

You know the type of feeling when you don't sleep for the whole night,trying to cope up with something you fear the most,keep reminding not to give up, believing that positive thinkings would help,trying to love something that you know you hate the most,sacrificing precious moments by not being at home,bearing the pain of missing family,just comforting self everytime by quoting "No pain,No gain'.....

Then,that one final day when you keep praying it would end soon....putting all your strength together to face the challenging moment...a deep breath before giving a stare at the first page,chanting all the prayers that comes from the core....

Finally opening the page.....slowly,slowly......

SNAP!

PANIC!

 FORGOT EVERYTHING!

EVEN THE ONE I THOUGH I KNEW WELL,

GONE CASE......!

DEAD.

SCREWED AGAIN.

What more?????? Just crap in,submit,shut up and walk back ...asking myself once again,GOSH,WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?What's worst,the place im standing now has got nomore a"Second Chance".

Its' a complete waste of everything that I thought would be worthwhile.Speechless,few more days to go,Just can't wait to get back home...it has been almost 1 month now..~haiz

" CHEMISTRY,YOU JUST DON'T MATCH ME! "

 Each time I drop by here,I wish there's a highlighted title which stares at me and tells...''GET BACK TO WORK,CAN'T YOU???????!!!! =p

Telling the truth and make someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile,,,,no? =)
*Life's like that

This is my complain on you...=)

Sometimes,all you need is a bit of tolerance and adaptation.Its unfair to expect others to think and behave the way you do.If you are not satisfied with the people around you,let them know in a good manner.It can be in a way of asking their favour to get  things done.If you think it isn't working out still,work it on your own when you can afford to.It's always okay to point out the flaws of a person,but I don't really catch the point of you complaining about little stuffs which don't seem a matter to me.

Being fussy is not impressive,neither it shows that you are superior.And a bit of tolerating does'nt mean you are weaker,it's just to lighten the atmosphere and make peace.To me,it's not going to be worth in the end feuding over petty childish stuff.I think being oversensitive is your problem.But anyhow, it makes me awe in disbelieve when it is the same sensitive you who constantly hurt everyone,but can't handle the tiniest comeback.

And yeah,,,I'm amazed too by the way you cover so well when it comes to your own mistakes.What a talent you've got...=p

This is when I sometimes ask myself if it's worth giving you any more chances.=)

If you find yourself concerned at the end of this particular post,then this is actually for you.


To,
You-know-who-you-are,
Stop complaining,because the more you complain,the more you are actually being conplained of. If you don't like something,change it.If you can't change it,then change your ATTITUTE.As simple as that.
Enough said.

Happy Belated Birthday...=)

Happy Belated Birthday to ''keldtu kutharai' , Nalini and ''B******* Mama'', Aswini Freda

May you both live up to be toothless...and visit me for suggestions...=p

 Dear sister,Aswini freda...this is for you lady...........,

Racoon tail,remember? =p

Wa,ka,ka,ka,ka,,ka,ka,ka,ka,......ROFL My stomach hurts...=p

No offence pls....just for the fun of it..
.i know im a bit naughty,but LIKE YOU GIRLS DON'T KNOW ME  HA?! =)

For those who find the songs in my mixpod a bit weird...pls bare with it .Those are just my favourites. Mine and mine alone.=)

Exhausted me...=(

Okay,so I haven been blogging a lot nowadays.Realised that some of you had been actually following my blog without getting annoyed...Flattered that you do find my lame stories entertaining , that you never failed to drop by each time to read.Thanks for your personal messages,opinions and support .My apology for the lack of updates too. I've been carried away by the amount of work load that has to be done and yet in pending....

Life is pretty hectic now that I'm beginning to feel my life a bit monotonous.Weekdays are full and full with classes...I hardly get the time to keep in touch with my friends too.I'm always so sloshed by the time I get back home on Fridays,that I jump onto my bed right away and ZZZZzzzzzzzz.Gone were the days when I'll start plannning on every Thursday on what I should do on the weekends...These days,duties are just right there piled up and await me til I get home.

I have so many stories which almost became histories by now...,ha,ha...i'll try to put it all in a shot during my semester break.Till I write again,tc and have a nice day ahead friends.=)Period.




 Exhausted me. =(

NO APOLOGY...he,he =p

For you  who had given me the worst feeling I've ever had, for the second time now....I can never forgive you.Somehow,you deserve a second chance,for the sake of our friendship,and that I do care for you...
So I'll try to forget that it actually happened again...keep your promise,because you know its hard to convince me...if ever I decided to leave,I'll never turn back.I swear.

I'm being demanding sometimes,I know..but I don't think I have to FAKE around pretending it did'nt hurt...and act as if nothing happened.
Proud that I'm frank about true friendship anyway...=)

p/s: I've been missing you my deepest,just that I did'nt admit.Hope you would have known that by now and thanks to have been there always for me.=)

Have you seen this much of damage to a school bag within one and a half month?

PECAH RECORD!!!!

by The Great K-7  =p

It's not that Im being quiet,it's that sometimes I find no reason to OVER REACT.

A Lucky child I am..=)

Sometimes when I hear the stories of others,I tend to ask myself....
''How did I get this lucky?''
 I mean...it's true that God took away some precious parts of my life..which I can never get back no matter how many times I pray...but I'm still grateful for how he made me understand why these things have to happen.

 It used to take years and then it reduced to months, then just weeks, became days,.... the longer it gets and finally, for the record, it took me half a day this time ...
I learned how to be strong, it's no longer painful, it's acceptable and everytime I think about those things I've missed, it'll only put a smile on my face,not a frown.
Now that I'm praying if everyone else could understand why certain things happen to them. =)


Time heals. It's true. It's not easy. But for those who were hurt or are hurt,
this is for u.
Someday, you'll be there.

 GOD and TIME are the greatest healers,and you have both on your sides. Love your LIFE. =)



Sometimes,its not that we don't want to behave normal , it's just that we don't want to be responsible for the consequences of it. No? Think.

I too can behave as if nothing happened,but then again,I must be responsible for my own actions thereafter, even if it was'nt my fault.
You are better-off without me.=)

¬This particular post may concern different people in a different way..if you are reading this and you think it concerned you...,I would like to make it clear that I am only responsible for what I SAY,not what you UNDERSTAND. =)

You asked for it..=)

Seriously,I can never understand the logic of girls wearing revealing clothes but getting angry when they receive flirty comments...

OMG!!!!How dare he say that to me?????!!

Now,there is this harsh truth where 'no man is innocent'...it's not that they are bad,it's more of their
nature.God made men visual creatures.They are attracted to what they see as 'attractive'.

If you are comfortable wearing and wanting so much to flaunt what you got with skimpy clothes, in the name of 'trend'...,don't be surprised when you get groped or mollested.There's no reason for you to over-react neither.YOU ASKED FOR IT.

Let me be known as a 'self-boasting' person or call me a 'typical indian chap'...I  could'nt bother any less.. I’m proud of my identity anyways. =)

Our oldies are'nt asking you to be like this...

or like this,....

But, this is definitely disastrous......;p

Awwwwww....somebody is extremely dissappointed with me...and that's SO CUTE of her....=p

Saw?

Trying to explain myself for behaving such will only sound as if an excuse....neither I find it necessary,coz I believe you know me a bit too well....=p

It's good enough that you could understand when I say im tired. Thanks lady...=)

What people say, what people do, and what people say they do are 3 entirely DIFFERENT things.I'm dealing with a bunch of irresponsible monkeys now..and it's preety interesting to know that it's none of my bussiness afterall.Duh! =p

Awww... SHY!

Now,come on...just show up!

open or u'll be messed with cake on your face!!!!



OK THEN...,
LET ME START....................



Happy 21st Birthday to you
Amirtham Ramachandran a.k.a  Ammu  =)

Stress,So what they call.

Its tough,real tough... keep telling myself that I'm not afraid, though there's so much to be afraid of. Looks as if my passion is just not here...it lies somewhere else in the field of Biology...Chemistry seem to have no good 'chemistry' (bond) with me...

I've taken a turn in the crossroad after mindfully considering many things,...Wish I know now itself whether thats a right turn or a left one...Anyhow,I still believe I can do it...guess its just a matter of how i'm looking at it.I got to start seeing it as 'easy' in the first place,then,everything else will fall on place.

A few more days left for the battle to begin...it's going to determine my future, everything that I wanted to be.I would'nt want to run away from this fear..for I believe if do,I'll keep running from it for the rest of my life...if this insignificant fear is what I can't cope with,how on earth am I going to overcome bigger things in life?

I dare not say if im going to make it ,but it's good enough that I'm working at my best...God decides the rest. It's just the ordeal I need to experience in order to fulfil my dreams...In case I flunked....note,just in case...then,

Will I be sad??? Yes.
Will I be devastated? NEVER.

....because nowadays,nothing can kill me.I'm just not bothered.If it is meant to happen,it will happen.

Hands on heart,say ALL IS WELL!!!~(3-idiots) lolx =p

Note to self:
Im not going to lose at this.Not now,not in the future,not ever.A fighter I am,but loosing a battle is not an option I signed up for.I know,though hope is frail,it's still hard to kill me. =)

This specific post is just a ray of hope within me and is solely a self consolation.So,pls bare with this piece of crap.Period. =)