You know the type of feeling when you don't sleep for the whole night,trying to cope up with something you fear the most,keep reminding not to give up, believing that positive thinkings would help,trying to love something that you know you hate the most,sacrificing precious moments by not being at home,bearing the pain of missing family,just comforting self everytime by quoting "No pain,No gain'.....
Then,that one final day when you keep praying it would end soon....putting all your strength together to face the challenging moment...a deep breath before giving a stare at the first page,chanting all the prayers that comes from the core....
Finally opening the page.....slowly,slowly......
What more?????? Just crap in,submit,shut up and walk back ...asking myself once again,GOSH,WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?What's worst,the place im standing now has got nomore a"Second Chance".
Its' a complete waste of everything that I thought would be worthwhile.Speechless,few more days to go,Just can't wait to get back home...it has been almost 1 month now..~haiz
Then,that one final day when you keep praying it would end soon....putting all your strength together to face the challenging moment...a deep breath before giving a stare at the first page,chanting all the prayers that comes from the core....
Finally opening the page.....slowly,slowly......
SNAP!
PANIC!
FORGOT EVERYTHING!
EVEN THE ONE I THOUGH I KNEW WELL,
GONE CASE......!
DEAD.
SCREWED AGAIN.
What more?????? Just crap in,submit,shut up and walk back ...asking myself once again,GOSH,WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?What's worst,the place im standing now has got nomore a"Second Chance".
Its' a complete waste of everything that I thought would be worthwhile.Speechless,few more days to go,Just can't wait to get back home...it has been almost 1 month now..~haiz
" CHEMISTRY,YOU JUST DON'T MATCH ME! "
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