“People say true friends must always hold hands, but true friends don't need to hold hands because they know the other hand will always be there.”

I don’t know how much this means to everyone else out there,but I do believe in it.Infact,this is all I believe in. Well,certain truth hurts…but can’t help it…,blame the situation or perhaps my own nature. I let silence to rule me…,all 2 do with anxiety and self worth.I move on.I don’t forget.Trust me, I never did.

UPU...

Results of Universities Admission was out last Friday and it was ‘ amat mendukacitakan!’.

   like I never knew earlier....,he,he

I'm not sure if I have to feel happy or sad about this... my passion lies somewhere else. And maybe I should feel happy that now I can pursue what I like ..=)

Where do we go from here?

Today,in fact for past few days I had been listening to these songs…’My Immortal’ and ‘You are not alone’ over and over again…there are times when I think  too much that my buried emotional baggage gets overloaded. It went out from one person to another,and then to all those who have left us behind and our Earth…one by one . And perhaps I was in a soppy, sentimental world, but I caught myself thinking, where do we go from here???

I mean, it's all a leap of faith, isn't it? It's not like we have tangible proof that we step in one world into another, another plane of existence. I'd like to think that after we close this chapter of life, after we exhale the very last molecules of CO², we don't simply cease to exist. That we do move into a different existence, but yet are aware of the happenings in the world.  And that this ‘invisible detective’ is still around, looking down at us.

I'd like to think that at the end of the road, I’ll get to see my loved ones and all my old friends back again.

Deep down, I do believe in it.

I really do.

I do hope I'm right. =)

1/6/2010~Another loss~a friend of another~Prakash Appu~may his soul RIP~.