Exam fever....

Okay, I can now officially say that I'm done with Mathematics T(paper 2) , .... No more weird Mathematics anymore please....

What more can I say? I screw up this paper again........... aih~ I don't even know whether to say the paper is easy or it's not. Questions seems easy but God damn, I can't find the******* answers!It's all over but I'm not really that happy. I just don't know why and what is wrong with me. Just so sick of trying and forgetting and re-doing then failing. It's like it's damn depressing that you know you could have done something because you just know how to do it but you just can't seem to express it.
After all, It's just Maths, why am I such a failure?? It's just numbers. As simple as NUMBERSSS! Yet I..... I don't know. The PA (paper 2) and Maths 2 so far,kinda drowned my exam spirit.... I tried, but why is it never enough???

It seems like the world was really collapsing. It took me an entire noon to get over it though I know I shouldn't be moping on something that is out of my control. It's not the first time I screw up maths, is it? :) This time is no different than other time but at least I tried. Enough said.

There's nothing to be anticipated for in my results now, since I pretty much accepted the worst already.
And the FEARY subjects are coming up next.Just too lucky to have gaps between exams...since I have 'nt revise any of my lessons yet....,hoping that i could make use of the time given.....peace ;)

TURN OVER A NEW LEAF
It takes me a while to ponder around on how to start the post. Haha! It's not a good sign isn't it? :P
Well,eventually I’ve started blogging after great hesitation and uncertainty whether I should really have one.Obviously,I don’t vision myself to be a top blogger at all,but I just enjoy sharing my journal of life with my friends and theirs with the world-indirectly…;) I don’t believe in having a note book called ‘diary’ where people usually pen down their thoughts and secrets and hide it somewhere in locker ,so that no one will ever get to read their diary. My apology to the one who prefer keeping a diary….never be offensive,because its just from my point of view.
I do own a diary like some of them,but it isn’t to keep my secrets..,it’s merely for others to read and getting know the real me….;p…I know It might sound silly to some of you out there,but that’s me…only me I guess…Unfortunately,I miserably failed in my intention of having a good diary,because no one seemed to notice neither interested to have a look….- NOT EVEN WHEN I PURPOSELY PUT IT JUST RIGHT ON MY TABLE FOR THEM TO EASILY NOTICE!!! Duh…such an insult !!!!!! ;p
I MUST BE INSANE. Obviously, there might be some of you who oppose what I just reviewed but I'm just writing based on my personal thoughts and experiences.

Firstly,I would like to thank my friends for encouraging me to have a blog on my own.They somehow convinced me that proficiency in language does not matter at all.Patiently,Mr.Appadi Naaye,(Vinod) guided me step by step to create an account,which was very usefull indeed. He also suggested some interesting titles for my blog…such as…’Sandy the kirimi..,’Finding Sandy…’,’Sandy the pandi….’’Life like Sandy’…and many more.Not forgetting my other friends like Yong Seng who came up with my current title…and HanYao with some other lame and funny titles.
Almost all the titles suggested sound good to me..so I finally came up with a decision of changing the title of my blog from time to time….for my satisfaction at least.I admit that Kalpanaa’s blog too does help in inculcating an interest in me to blog.
Next,a special thanks to my dear sis,who on the other hand discouraged me to have a blog ;0
Well, I still remember the moments when she said I’m too immature ,not good enough in English and those with a pea-sized brain should’nt dream of blogging….For that great insult she threw on me…I decided to start blogging as most of my friends do …
So..,to my Akka Mdm…,you’ll have to peep into my blog as soon as possible!! ;p

My English isn’t that superb therefore,I decided to always keep a Thesaurus/dictionary by my side as a way of brushing up my English while blogging.



I guess this would be my......diary/journal maybe..when it comes to producing a great long shit of essays.Especially factual ones……


Okay,I finally accomplished my first post!!! ;p

Friends,please leave some comments before you exit.
Regards~Sandra~

Nonsense at times.....

Arrrrrrhhhh :o *yawns*....
I dozed off fast as soon as I dropped myself on the bed after reaching home from school today. When I opened up my eyes, it was already 8 p.m. Aww..another wet afternoon was devoured again and I kept thinking of the moments in my past. It set a very sorrow sensation within me. Hmm~
About Muet Speaking.....I screwed up again.I wonder how many times more must I sit for the exam to get Band 5 at least.Examiners were better than last year....,however that did'nt make much difference to me....nervousness ruined me as usual.

Alright,PAST IS PAST!!!!
Back to routine...,I'm bored with the current bed sheet and honestly,I could already smell my sweat in the air of my bed room. … time for a new look...! So I pulled off everything and put on the new skin! After everything was done, I fell flat on it and started to enjoy the fresh sheet .. Hee.....

bed is indeed every man's best friend! Haha!!
Then after that, I started to think about alot of things, basically flashbacks of happy and unforgettable moments in my life. Life couldn't be better these days. It feels pretty much like a dream come true to me! Hee!!! Then as I was happily dreaming away, suddenly my house phone rang.I reluctantly got up from my warm,comfortable bed and ….oooopppsss….its my mother….its time for her to be back home..and I’ve cooked nothing yet for dinner…
Lots of Uumm..aahh…,Mmm..and finally she end up saying..” I’ll buy something to eat…what do u want? ’.
Huh!!! Thank GOD.
Then,took shower….had dinner with mum…did some house chores….and started blogging…..and after this…BACK TO BED.
Planned to wake up early and get some revisions done on Pengajian Am,since tomorrow is my exam.PA is my only hope for now,so all the very best to Sandra =)