God, I've gotto move from home. So here's the deal...
 I'd go and take care of other's loved ones, promise me, you'd stay and take care of MINE.
Deal.

There are so much pain in the eyes of others..., I dont get to be sad for my own.

Oh Lord,please take care of her for me, for I can't be there.I'd break more.

Mum is going for a spine surgery by next week. Constantly telling myself that it will all be ok and that she will survive this. She will. I know it. I feel it. =)