Those were the days.....=)

I know its kind of too late to publish this particular post of mine...but, it does'nt matter afterall..it's just something worth mentioning here in my blog.For you to read,and for me to remember.It's none other than my F6 life.
I still remember, when I first entered Form 6, I was feeling really awkward or rather, feeling REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE sharing a school with boys. A school of BOYSsssSss.and ya girls also.. It's not that i'm kinda shy shy ,girly girly nor that kinda ‘mengada’ girl who's afraid of confronting boys but you see, I was from an all girls' school since I was Std. 1 and that was like 11 years in school with JUST US GIRLS! The atmosphere was somehow rather, alien to me..
How they talk, how they walk, how they eat, how they shout out of no reason, how their toilet smells, how they laugh, how they drool at girls,how they fight,how they jump out of school gate,how their canteen smells and &^%&^ much more. Of course the upper forms' are much more well behaved :) A very obvious contrast. But somehow, soon after that I could already adapt myself and that’s when I begin to realise how beautiful people are when we actually look at them much closely.No matter how’exotic’ they appear to be,how rebellious and how far they are from the track of morality…there’s always something precious found in every person and I actually learned to honour each of them,for what is hidden within him/her.
I have misfortunes to meet 1 or 2 annoying ones but life's always fair that, I manage to bag plenty of the good ones too as friends. And it's funny that after some time we've known one another, the topic of how were our first impression towards one another came about.
Alright then,
Since I won't be seeing any of my classmates so frequent anytime soon, let me just display their photos here for you to see and so that I can always recall those days in my F6  whenever i look back at it. I wanted to actually express my thoughts that I can think of at the moment of each and everyone of you here in 6AS. It's only fair that I should let you all know what you all should know :)But I don't really have the time right now and it would be definitely a great long shit of essay if I were to write about each of you...there are just too many.

Every picture tells a story...............

6RS

my seniors....

Yeshotha,the cutie pie...

kanak-kanak ribena...

BOMBA~ best team

Tamil society..

1 Malaysia..Lol XD

prom night...

John,tao,liew yong,han yao n charles.

heroes behind the wall..

Science and Maths Society...

I'll never forget this shot...my teacher was actually sleeping...;p

Great seniors...

junior prefects...

choir team...

Liew Yong

Joo Ann

Han Yao~ the poker face~fun to be with  =)

Charles

'the' Jian Fu ;p

simone and wan ying

Hui yee

The one and only Sandra

Hui Yee and Jia pei

Pui yee and Joo Ann

Liew Chew

Boon Huei~ the genius

class would be bored without these three creatures...

kalaivani,yeshotha,vinod

Yee Ken~the peacemaker ;p you can see...

Yong Seng~ the philosopher..Lol ;p...just like me.

Wen yee...the loud speaker..;p

Ragu and Banu~ chinna thambi, periya thambi

Hmm, finally I'm done with all the messages that really come from the bottom of my heart.Im sorry if I've missed anyone of you...thats probably because I don't have your photos with me...
 It takes time to upload these photos I admit, but the time is nothing compared to the great times I had with you guys and girls :)

F6=BEAUTIFUL....
though I screwed my STPM !     ROFL ;p

Tragedi 12 Feb 2010.......

..First time in 12 years of toiling for our family..

Mr.Wira met with an accident….the fault is the other’s
evidently. Fortunately,my mum is safe…just minor body cramps resulted from the shock of collision.If only the crash was a little more massive,then..it would have been the end of her chapter.Thank God,nothing like that happened.

a narrow escape.....

victim with her 'pasar malam' beg..;p

It did hurt to think about our car for days,all to do with sentiments and history of it…. but I don’t wish to obsess about it anymore.

Yet,our car is still drivable and it’s quite touching that it had never failed to serve us even in this condition..

Strong,strong...'STEEL BODY'! he,he

 
Inilah kemalangan paling ngeri yang tidak dapat saya lupakan sepanjang umur saya…;p

I liked today....

Finally,here’s the weekend.I’m still waiting for my first salary…,maybe I should be a little more patient...

I liked today so much….,you know why?because…

1. I was back home early than usual.

2. I had more space for myself and family.

3. Surprisingly,I loved the kids a little too much today ;p

Ha,ha,ha…I may sound mean, but ya..I don’t like to pamper children.Anyway,I know being strict isn’t good at all times.The first duty to children is to make them happy and if you have not made them so,you have wronged them.No other good they may get ,can make up for that.None of us are born adult,so you would probably agree with me.So,yeah…I gave them a little more love and I got a great deal back.I’m proud and satisfied that none of them are as annoying as they were before this…looks like I made a difference. =)

I don’t really have the mood and time to write nowadays..that’s where I fail to update my blog regularly… I did actually write a lot of posts which are much interesting, just that they are incomplete ones LOls :P Pending to be published.

I have so much to tell….,I need to find the time.

Thaipusam 2010

Alright,I finally accomplished my Thaipusam task,carrying my so called ‘paal kudam’ which was a ‘sembu’ fo real. ;p No, I’m not cheating.It’s just something I can do without physically hurting myself much,since I have to carry on with my job in a good healthy condition after a day or two.It’s not what we do that God sees,isn’t it? It’s what we think which matters most. So yeah,I walked with my sister and another two cousin sisters of mine.Poor them,they had to chase after me who walked preety fast and without looking at the back to make sure if they were following…I’m sorry. ;p..started to walk before the chariot as usual at 12.30 a.m and reached Batu Caves around 4.30a.m.So,here I am now blogging in a fully energized condition.Not going to step into Batu Caves tonight on Thaipusam Eve…..probably will be going on Sunday night….Anyway,wishing all my Indian friends, blog readers and bloggers
‘ HAPPY THAIPUSAM”!!!

Another??? =(

There are somethings I choose not to see, to hear and to know...but I end up seeing, hearing and knowing all of it and it's doing nothing more than clouding me up…How much I want the good times to stay when I know time devours them.

Another case of brain tumor…,another person who is soon gonna be missing….the end of another LIFE.So,..nothing else matters when you actually can’t breath isn’t it?
Anyway,I have lived every minute today,and I’m so contented.There’s so much to see,so much to live for. Besides,life is passing and precious,let us relish every little moment of it. =)

Thought of the day...

The more I’m getting to know about parenting, I realise that I always owe my mum an apology....=)

update...

I have not posted for quite sometime due to my heavy workload.So,I'm now back on my lame blogging.....

I am the kind of person who thinks a lot (which is bad), my brain hardly take a break, which results in sleeping disorder too.I talk during sleeping about the facts which disturbed me most resulting me getting others awake while i’m asleep. he,he

Well, within the comfort of four walls, I indulge in deep thoughts which give me an insight of how my future going to be . It scares me to think the days i’m going to go through…..

Finally,I am now a kindergarden teacher which sounds cool perhaps but I must say that its just too tiring sometimes that I don’t have enough space and time for myself. Yeah…I teach ABC but teaching is never as easy as ABC..ha,ha ;p…

Anyhow,after a big confusion I finally decided to stick to this job which I believe would get better with time.Sometimes all we have to do is hold on to what we think is too stressful, a little more longer that it will actually turn out to be better as we are used to it. So..ya..I’m gonna be a teacher for a year. At least,I don’t have enough time to worry of what im gonna get for my STPM….that’s definitely the worst feeling of all ;p

And I made it to take a live a day before thaipusam to walk with the chariot…that’s good enough…whatever is gonna happen throughout the year..,or no matter how tough the days of REALITY gonna be….I promised myself to utilize fully every mijnute ahead of me,and make progress and accomplishments. I want to believe I'm living my life to the fullest. I certainly want it to happen in real, not just words. I'm working towards it. That's all I can say about what I'm doing now. And I’m learning…really learning a lot these days..,learning to accept the subordinate position I have now,so I can learn better,then handle the greater responsibilities of adulthood and parenthood later..=)

New Year,New Resolution........

Long story snipped short,2009 was’nt a very good year for me though I picked up a lot of new experiences along the way.Nevertheless,I still feel thankful to God that everyone that are much dear to me-family and friends,had lived through 2009 together with me,safe and sound.
Now im in 2010 and feel blessed to be given a chance.So,stop whining and moping about the past.A past is always a past,and it will continue to haunt you if you keep staying in that dark room.
I know it’s easier to be said than to be done ,but guess what…its always in our hands how to deal with our life.If you are not happy with what is going on around you,then you should at least choose to be happy.
As I mentioned earlier,Im so gifted in many ways in life…….the grass always seems greener on the other side…It looks easier to live on others shoes,rather than ourselves but its not as a matter of fact.Often we used to judge on how the surface looks like,but do we ever care the story behind?
Okay,then…Finally,I got a good job very convenient to me…A new year,new beginning , new job,new phone….a good sign isn’t it???? ;p
It’s gonna be a tough time for me soon,breaking out to a new world much earlier than I had expected but I guess in life,flexibility is utmost important.Not everyone is born with the luck in their lives achieving success with least effort.Judging my life experiences before,I do certainly belong to the group that require much effort to excel.I am not super smart academically,at the same time not a dumb blonde.I don’t have a hill of wealth behind me,nor is too poor to starve on the street.How good others may seem to be,or their lives are very nice and fun to be looked at…,but no matter how good and lucky they are also in the end it has got nothing to do with us right?Ha,ha….WE ARE STILL WHO WE ARE.That’s a reminder for myself…

What is there for me to complain?????Almost everything has been set up for me….atleast,I have my basic necessities and that’s more than enough…I’m definitely contented with my life. Nothing that happens to me is ever a disaster,there is a gift in all of it.I accept responsibilities for my own life. =)

With a new beginning,I hope that everything goes smoothly and that I’ll be given more opportunities to meet new experiences that will widen my perspective toward life.

With that,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Jobless yet not boring....=)

Yes,this is what happens.Every time I click on the 'new post', I end up staring at the empty column which is.. well, staring at me back. After an hour or so playing the staring game, I will give up and close the page. There are so much of stuff to tell everyone but there is something lacking in me.. something that is preventing me to express myself. I am trying to pen down my thoughts for the past few days, but somehow find it hard to put my feelings into words. That is always my problem isn't it? I wonder how these authors manage to write novels and tonnes of them! I can't even write a proper blog post expressing myself and that certainly makes me to look like a loser.

The problem is most of the time the ideas I post here is truly originally mine,but somehow I will have to sometimes peep into other people’s blog to exactly get those ideas of mine in a written form.That has always bothered me....,realizing my English had never been good enough.
Anyway,it’s all about learning isn’t it?And that’s how I do.And that is my purpose to have a blog on my own first of all…to improve my writing and learning to pen down my thoughts.

It is complicated nevertheless. And I am talking not only about writing a blog post. . Even human behaviour never fail to make me to awe in disbelief. It's like a cobweb - complex, real and intimidating. Can get what I mean…??? If you don’t ,then just forget it .... ;p

Well, it had been a tiring week after I started looking for a job since like a 3weeks ago and I still land in a jobless island. Not because I'm being choosy and picky but... I just wanna find a job that can make me always on-the-go with it and not feeling dreaded to work. So basically, for the past few,…no many days... my time was mostly spent on.. making calls, writing resume, interviews and finding ways to reject some offer. Haha!!! Trust me, it's a wonderful experience after all and I do really learn alot from one interviewer to another. I just didn't realise this until lately, I actually have an interest in communicating with people as all along, I thought of myself as an INTROVERT.

ka,ka,ka...

It's not that I wanna boast about how many jobs I had turned down so far but really, there are just alot of aspects I need to consider mindfully.Transportation…,every job I’ve been called so far is located far from my area.It's like I have to take at least 2 bus to get there.And it has been always a minus point that I don’t drive yet.Or perhaps I should say I’m not allowed to drive yet. ;p kesian aku....
Then,the salary is not very satisfaying as when I roughly calculate the amount I’ll be having in my hand at the end of the month….,there’ll be nothing much left after I minus the Socso,EPF ,food and transportation cost.Adding to that,I still have not own a hand phone.So,basically,I’m not really prepared to work anywhere.But somehow I have to.Sounds pathetic??? ha,ha,ha..I know…;p
And I will never forget my working experience for a day in Wisma Central…;p….Outdoor advertising ….,Customer service…sounds neat and cool,isn’t it?Yeah right.....ha,ha..that’s where they brought me for a walking under the hot sun to distribute domino pizza’a voucher.WTH lar….I really got pissed off because it was totally out of my expectation.

The best part was that I got praised by the boss that I have very good potential...kepala otak dia! Dah I kena tipu..ini nak puji pula..DUH! ;p
Hayyo…so,apa lagi cabut lar..!!!!!!!!!ha,ha,ha….I waved at them saying GOODBYE ‘CUSTOMER SERVICE’!!!

moral of the story.....,

December is coming to an end ….hoping I’ll get a good job soon…so that I can start earning by January.


Alright then,I should get a good sleep first for now ;p

Good night people.....=)

Happy Tsunami Day!!!!

;p Ooopsss sorry!!!

and this can cause tsunamis too!  ha,ha,ha...

Targeted...

There are some things that I clearly know I have to avoid because its none of my business but it's unavoidable simply because I can't even if want to…how can I just ignore when I could clearly see the consequences of your actions???? Once is enough…if you are blaming your hormones and age…No,not for this.This has got to do merely with your commonsense and how much you let others to have influence over you. I’m sorry that sometimes my way of caring for you is such a dry method.But,because you matter much to me… I’d rather be real,and say exactly what I feel than act all fake and be something I ain’t. It's always wise to learn from the mistakes of others, rather than you making it yourself and regretting it someday. Prevention is better than cure, but IF you want to do what you think it FEELS good, you may go on. Someday you will know what I said was true, and hopefully that moment isn't too late for you to digest the facts that was once sour to you.


Anyhow,you can always count on me and thanks a lot for trusting me =)

(If this post does’nt concern you,pls ignore)