update...

I have not posted for quite sometime due to my heavy workload.So,I'm now back on my lame blogging.....

I am the kind of person who thinks a lot (which is bad), my brain hardly take a break, which results in sleeping disorder too.I talk during sleeping about the facts which disturbed me most resulting me getting others awake while i’m asleep. he,he

Well, within the comfort of four walls, I indulge in deep thoughts which give me an insight of how my future going to be . It scares me to think the days i’m going to go through…..

Finally,I am now a kindergarden teacher which sounds cool perhaps but I must say that its just too tiring sometimes that I don’t have enough space and time for myself. Yeah…I teach ABC but teaching is never as easy as ABC..ha,ha ;p…

Anyhow,after a big confusion I finally decided to stick to this job which I believe would get better with time.Sometimes all we have to do is hold on to what we think is too stressful, a little more longer that it will actually turn out to be better as we are used to it. So..ya..I’m gonna be a teacher for a year. At least,I don’t have enough time to worry of what im gonna get for my STPM….that’s definitely the worst feeling of all ;p

And I made it to take a live a day before thaipusam to walk with the chariot…that’s good enough…whatever is gonna happen throughout the year..,or no matter how tough the days of REALITY gonna be….I promised myself to utilize fully every mijnute ahead of me,and make progress and accomplishments. I want to believe I'm living my life to the fullest. I certainly want it to happen in real, not just words. I'm working towards it. That's all I can say about what I'm doing now. And I’m learning…really learning a lot these days..,learning to accept the subordinate position I have now,so I can learn better,then handle the greater responsibilities of adulthood and parenthood later..=)