Jobless yet not boring....=)

Yes,this is what happens.Every time I click on the 'new post', I end up staring at the empty column which is.. well, staring at me back. After an hour or so playing the staring game, I will give up and close the page. There are so much of stuff to tell everyone but there is something lacking in me.. something that is preventing me to express myself. I am trying to pen down my thoughts for the past few days, but somehow find it hard to put my feelings into words. That is always my problem isn't it? I wonder how these authors manage to write novels and tonnes of them! I can't even write a proper blog post expressing myself and that certainly makes me to look like a loser.

The problem is most of the time the ideas I post here is truly originally mine,but somehow I will have to sometimes peep into other people’s blog to exactly get those ideas of mine in a written form.That has always bothered me....,realizing my English had never been good enough.
Anyway,it’s all about learning isn’t it?And that’s how I do.And that is my purpose to have a blog on my own first of all…to improve my writing and learning to pen down my thoughts.

It is complicated nevertheless. And I am talking not only about writing a blog post. . Even human behaviour never fail to make me to awe in disbelief. It's like a cobweb - complex, real and intimidating. Can get what I mean…??? If you don’t ,then just forget it .... ;p

Well, it had been a tiring week after I started looking for a job since like a 3weeks ago and I still land in a jobless island. Not because I'm being choosy and picky but... I just wanna find a job that can make me always on-the-go with it and not feeling dreaded to work. So basically, for the past few,…no many days... my time was mostly spent on.. making calls, writing resume, interviews and finding ways to reject some offer. Haha!!! Trust me, it's a wonderful experience after all and I do really learn alot from one interviewer to another. I just didn't realise this until lately, I actually have an interest in communicating with people as all along, I thought of myself as an INTROVERT.

ka,ka,ka...

It's not that I wanna boast about how many jobs I had turned down so far but really, there are just alot of aspects I need to consider mindfully.Transportation…,every job I’ve been called so far is located far from my area.It's like I have to take at least 2 bus to get there.And it has been always a minus point that I don’t drive yet.Or perhaps I should say I’m not allowed to drive yet. ;p kesian aku....
Then,the salary is not very satisfaying as when I roughly calculate the amount I’ll be having in my hand at the end of the month….,there’ll be nothing much left after I minus the Socso,EPF ,food and transportation cost.Adding to that,I still have not own a hand phone.So,basically,I’m not really prepared to work anywhere.But somehow I have to.Sounds pathetic??? ha,ha,ha..I know…;p
And I will never forget my working experience for a day in Wisma Central…;p….Outdoor advertising ….,Customer service…sounds neat and cool,isn’t it?Yeah right.....ha,ha..that’s where they brought me for a walking under the hot sun to distribute domino pizza’a voucher.WTH lar….I really got pissed off because it was totally out of my expectation.

The best part was that I got praised by the boss that I have very good potential...kepala otak dia! Dah I kena tipu..ini nak puji pula..DUH! ;p
Hayyo…so,apa lagi cabut lar..!!!!!!!!!ha,ha,ha….I waved at them saying GOODBYE ‘CUSTOMER SERVICE’!!!

moral of the story.....,

December is coming to an end ….hoping I’ll get a good job soon…so that I can start earning by January.


Alright then,I should get a good sleep first for now ;p

Good night people.....=)