Somebody just got onto my nerve today. Seriously,life is better when you decide you don't care.

And so,she dies a day after I speak of her in here.....you know,sometimes...,my greatest accomplishment is to keep my mouth SHUT.
 

1st movie review

For the first time now that I'm coming up with a movie review...=) Not because its a very special movie or what...but because I recently watched it in Box Office,and I haven watched a movie like that before...
 

No stunts,no actions,no heavy romance like any other movies and it was more like a reality-based movie.A solid two hours movie it is,and it pictures the life of three different parties in a coffee shop.

 1) The hero,whose dream is to be a film maker and the heroin,whom I think somewhat cute



2) A married couple who are experiencing failure in their marital life.



3) The struggle of a coffee shop owner in keeping his bussiness intact.

 

The problem with the movie is the pace. It is really slow,that I lose my patience for the first time watching it...However,when I watched wholely for the second time...I surprisingly liked it.
I don't know why or what exactly the reason is...it was'nt because of the story also,but somewhat,something about the movie actually captured my attention...

The pace of the movie seemed interesting though with the background score and cinematography.I have no words to describe the songs...they are way too awesome,that I've never stopped listening eversince I watched the movie...Credit goes to the Music director,Achu and Cinematography,Gopi Amarnath....
 Apart from that,the scripts are not bad..they are all just conversations afterall,but there are also some 'eye opening' dialogues which did make me realise some little things in life...

Overall,MPM gives a very peacefull,calming and breezy effect to the one who watches. For no reason,after watching the movie,I felt like dancing in the rain. LOL =D
 

When someone says that he/she TRUST you,it is never once to be TESTED...You may think that the person may never turn around,but the fact is that....Trust doesn't come with a refill. Once its gone, you probably won't get it back,and even if you do, it will never be the same ! 
So,the next time somebody say that they trust you,do not take it for granted... for you might not know how much do the "TRUST" mean to them.=)

Babies in Kushi film

The person who is concerned alone knows what this means....LOL..=p

You'll Be In My Heart - Tarzan

Lol...So very sentimental....=p Forever favourite.

I'll watch you.=)

Somepeople just don't realise how much we take them SERIOUSLY,until we give them what they expect from us....I would'nt want to be the same as others. I have my own definition for friendship....and its not about being there always beside you whenever you need me....I believe more in preparing you,incase you have to live without me,without anyone...

This is a serious talk..,though Im just another ordinary person.If you think I don't care,I really don't....
To me,as long as my intention is good,my conscience is clear.
Its convincing enough for me that God sees what I think and what I do.
You decided.I'll let go.

I know,someday you'll be back..till then,I'll keep watching you.
~with lots of love,
Sandra Kumari Jaganadan.=)



 *p/s: I trust you.You CAN make it through.Even if im not there =)

Finally got my semester 1 results..and its SO VERY DISAPPOINTING.  Wondering why the hell do I had to wait for almost a month just to get know such terrible score.
~Misserable Me =(

Random...

OMG..,I have 1 day left..Lets not take Sunday into account...,My Sunday is quite bland because it's all about finishing up tasks. 2012 does fly very fast. It's already July. Unbelieveable right?..,That's like 50% of the year has gone. Gone with the wind.

 Let's hope 2012 is not the end of the world or I'll be so pissed off.. like SERIOUSLY.., I have yet to finish off whatever I want to do this year.  [sigh]


Dropped by Ash's blog the other day...and I must tell you this,she did a very good job by posting about our foundation life...and I think she deserves some fruitful feedback as for the amount of effort she has put into making the post a productive one.=)


The best part is when she took some time to comment and in a way acknowledge each of us..
.so ya..lets see how she actually 'acknowledged' me..LOL =p


"Next, comes my so-called Akka.. =P .. Sandra."
( A good intro indeed)

"Well, she used to defend me whenever Ammu bullied me as she adopts me as her beloved ‘thangachi’ but sooner on, she started to turn her back on me.. =P Betrayer!!"
(Now,are you actually talking about the racoon tail or something?)





"She is quiet during the first few months but then she started talking a lot.. When I say a lot means it’s A LOTTT.. =) A broken record I would say =) She craps a lot.."

"Only God knows how we stand her.."

( Harsh truth~

God sent me to settle your 'karmas''.Now that you've experienced HELL through me.How sweeeeeeettt...=D

" (No hard feelings, ok Akka =))"

(LOL XD..Like I Care)

"Oh ya, she is well known as Sleeping Beauty.. She sleeps a lot as as much as she talks.. Everybody needs sleep, I agree but hers.. No words to describe.."

Now,you girls have been cheating on me......
Where is my PRINCE????  B)

"Beyond all, she’s the only lady that I look up to for advise.. Her advise & insights of life clicked me off many times.."

(Nah..thx for even considering those as advices lol =p)

"She’s a great philosopher.."

(next of Socrates?)

"She is kind hearted,"

(You must have been too kind to have noticed that..=)  )

 "have self confident,"

(itu namanya 'lagak MACHO')

 "and boisterous"

(you mean..,energetic & cheerful,or rough & ROWDY?) =p

 "She is easy to get along with and talk to.."

(it depends I guess =)

.........

Frankly speaking,I was head over heel in happiness to have a recap of all the moments which really mattered to all of us.....

Foundation life..

BEAUTIFUL is the word for it...

and a special thanks to  Aswini..,you caused so much of memories jamming up in my head.=)

Dear peeps,

for your information,Ash called me just to make sure her comments did'nt hurt me in anyway,she tried convincing that those are just for the 'fun of it'...But honestly speaking ,I was so glad that she stated things AS IT IS when it comes to me =)....

especially when she said this...

''She calls herself ‘The Great Living Miracle’ & trust me, she is.. (*winks* let her have her piece of cake =P ''

And ya...thanks a lot for the lovely card...To see my name written in shimmering stars..that's AWESOME....the content of the letter,I thought I replied you,unfortunately you did'nt receive...Anyway,thanks again for everything.Keep in touch always..=)

p/s: About how did I get to know your blog even before you informing...he,he
       I'm a criminal-minded person...,that, you should be aware of.  ROFL
       ~I sometimes know more than you ecpect me to know.
       But when you expect me to know more,I no nothing =p~

If you think you are one of those im talking about,then it's you.Yes,YOU.=)

A sure thing to happen at this particular moment are the "CURSINGS" of more than one person,for the way I treat them. =) he,he (That's So Sandy)

I apologize,incase you were hurt. I'm a hardcore,I admit...I may have disrespected your feelings.....but then again, being frank and honest is always better than being falsely sweet. =)

We all live with the objective of being happy...,thats what friends are for.To share both happiness and sorrowness...I think,it is the presence of unnecessary,overly exaggerated emotions in midways which ruins the relationship sometimes.

 If I called you a 'friend' ..,its for a life time..Do not take advantage,misuse,suspect,blackmail or play with all the ''real emotions'' which do exist in "Real Friendship".
Be normal,treat me right,correct me if I'm wrong and for God's sake,please be FRANK with me...that is all I'm asking .
Now,is that so much to do?

You can't always make 'LOVE' an excuse for the way you behave.Sometimes,I just don't wish to take part in your Psycho-Drama.All I want is to be a HAPPY person...,join me only if you are interested.Enough said.

Some people really have to stop behaving like a kid...= #...What can I do? I can only be ME.If you think I'm not caring enough...well ,wat can I do? Again,I can only be me.

Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you're comfortable with is being JUST A FRIEND. 
Nothing more, nothing less. =)

When EGO speaks on the other side,I have almost nothing to speak from myside. =)

Sometimes,I have no choice than hurting a person, so as to make sure things are going on the right track .The hardest thing to do,is to pretend that you never see them getting hurt.~ Bitter Truth~

1 step forward,2 steps back''does'nt always have to be a negative thing,isn't it? I'm taking advantage of this "setback",seeing it as an opportunity to reevaluate where I was headed! Mistakes made; Lessons learned! =)

I Had A Bad Day.=(

You know the type of feeling when you don't sleep for the whole night,trying to cope up with something you fear the most,keep reminding not to give up, believing that positive thinkings would help,trying to love something that you know you hate the most,sacrificing precious moments by not being at home,bearing the pain of missing family,just comforting self everytime by quoting "No pain,No gain'.....

Then,that one final day when you keep praying it would end soon....putting all your strength together to face the challenging moment...a deep breath before giving a stare at the first page,chanting all the prayers that comes from the core....

Finally opening the page.....slowly,slowly......

SNAP!

PANIC!

 FORGOT EVERYTHING!

EVEN THE ONE I THOUGH I KNEW WELL,

GONE CASE......!

DEAD.

SCREWED AGAIN.

What more?????? Just crap in,submit,shut up and walk back ...asking myself once again,GOSH,WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?What's worst,the place im standing now has got nomore a"Second Chance".

Its' a complete waste of everything that I thought would be worthwhile.Speechless,few more days to go,Just can't wait to get back home...it has been almost 1 month now..~haiz

" CHEMISTRY,YOU JUST DON'T MATCH ME! "

 Each time I drop by here,I wish there's a highlighted title which stares at me and tells...''GET BACK TO WORK,CAN'T YOU???????!!!! =p