Im a survivor..=)

I went through a miserable week....and I thought I might just collapes at anytime. I feared,I was depressed. Too many things to handle at the same time...

1)Assignments, reports,Vivas,Tests, Quiz,extra classes to finish up sylabbus..GosH,..too exhausting,I nearly nod off just thinking about it.

2) Heart failure seemed imminent when I first heard about Thambi.Still grieving on his loss. To put this aside and focus on studies...,hardest thing to do for this week.

3) Tonsil pain screwed me all over again.

4) Sleepless nights.

5) Too much writing resulted in neck strain,too much coffee resulted in stomach cramp.

6) Home is a mess now coz of the renovation and I wish could be there to help out.Mum isn't feeling well lately.

7) Final is starting next week ..the stress is just overwhelming.

Accomplishment:

 I survived this week. 

Yes,it was like hell. But,I still came out of it ALIVE.

A self-pat-on-the-shoulder..,I'm Strong.=)

Lesson learnt:

Everyone of us have our own problems.And most of it are nothing compared to that of many others.Merely complaining about it,solves none.

Sometimes,the best is to keep it all to ourselves and belief that we finally can get through it no matter how though it seem. And the only way to beat fear is to face it. 

Once Ms.Peter,my chemistry teacher in F6 told me,If we choose to avoid or run away from a problem,we'll have to keep running away for the rest of our life. And now,I understand..its true. GROWTH is most painful when we resist it.

Somethings are beyond our understanding. Often,we are left asking "Why??",and for these things,there seem to be no answers. Called it a divine plan,call it the natural unfolding of events,it is happening. Whether we like  it or  hate it,it is still happening.Sometimes,we take responsibility and sometimes we claim ourselves a victim,we fight it or we ignore it.... but it still happens. And it has been happening throughout of our lifes...We just can't stop it from happening. Above all,what matters is that,how we choose to take these things. 

Every event has the potential to transfrom us.Be it a disaster.

We face the challenge. And we come out alive.

And we become the best of philosopher ever then..lol xD

# 3 more weeks to go..,I believe I can get through it and then,that too will pass. =)