It's a pretty long read, so if you make it to the end I'll give an advanced thank you.=)
For the past few weeks, I've been sitting here -- typing, backspacing, erasing, editing, revising-- pouring your heart out isn't very easy right?...I have so much to share,but when i try to put it all into words,it's as if my vocabulary has shrunk.Amazing though how writing comes so naturally,like blinking eyes, when im in rage..=p...
Well,we have all sucessfully stepped into 2013..and it's already almost 3 months now to our own surprise..that's like really very fast...I've been surviving for two decades and 2 years now,like a living miracle.Lol =p...ok,I know..its not really a miracle,people live for hundred years..,im just being grateful for my life...[exaggerated though] =p
Oh well.. to recap my life in 2012 in quarters because yes, I am that
Last year was'nt really a good year for me,but im grateful still that I survived..I struggled a lot in the journey of getting myself into my degree.I finally did somehow.
Goodbye FHS
I miss my foundation life alot...i managed to bag plenty of good people as my friends during that one year..I personally learned a lot from each of them.At the beginning of year 2012,.I literally could'nt compute in my brain that these special people could be somewhere else from me.
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| Image source:Aswini..=p |
Well,after the last few weeks together,I could imagine that anyhow.We got to accept changes right...?...Best things don't remain for long.I'm the type who usually built resistance around myself to prevent people getting close,forming deep emotional attachments with me.I don't know exactly why I do that..it's a hard-to-say-thing....maybe that's why I'm always fine with seperation. =)
However,it quickly became all too clear that this bond,especially between four of us,so called "sister's by heart,partners in crime",is not easily detached.It was little hard to say Goodbye.In fact,"somebody" seemed to suffer acute seperation trauma after the farewell. Lol =p ...
Well,its all a normal thing...,they call it "TRANSFERENCE NEUROSIS'...The bond between people who share deep experiences.
Did I just sounded as if an expert psychologist..ceeehhhh.=p
See,we all try to act smart sometimes...So did I.
Sometimes,somethings are really hard to define..,i'll rather just take it all as a blessing.Thanks for all the great times and lessons you girls have given me up to this moment.And I'll never forget each of you for my entire life.This is a promise.=)
Friends Forever¬
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| I've stored all your memories in here...... |
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| and it will be treasured ..=) |
Bachelor of Pharmacy
Pharmacy...,I don't know if I belong here,among all the brainy people...it feels as if grabbing at a straw till now.=( Im like a wreck at the end of each day in college.And after each exams,i feel as if there's a massacre of brain cells occured,so damaged , that there are times where,i've thought i'm gonna be retarded for the rest of my life. Lol =D...I laugh to myself sometimes.It's funny,challenging and thrilling at the same time.
Well,I hope I can do it.I suppose i'll just keep plodding on and see what happens.It's like a wait-and-see game.
Family Events
There was a new member in my family last year.The parents gave him the name Kesavan,and we named him 'toyol'...wa,ka,ka..
And there goes his stunts.......
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| And that's his very beautiful teeth..... |
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INtro..... |
K7 was coincidently met by my mum in a Home in kajang.He was suffering from some sort of skin allergies and my mum felt that he needed more attention and care any more than what they could afford to give him in that home.So,she adopted him and personally contacted the mother if she still wants her child.Unfortunately,that lady could'nt afford to take care of her son and so my mum decided to own him...with a condition,that the family can take him back within the period of one year.Anytime after that,he'll belong to us officially.That's a diplomatic agreement..,was'nt it?
This is the brief story of him...there are more details to it of course ,but this is all you need to know.=)
He left as soon as the school holiday started in November.Im back being the youngest in my family.Like a princess. [grin].
The end.
Someday,we will meet him back as a grown up person..... I guess someone like him...
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| Don't you think so..???? =) |
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| This kid was a blessing to us...and missing him is a sure thing.=) |
One member left,and the another two came into our lives....
Introducing...Mr.Preve (11 Nov 2012) and Mr.Myvi (15 Feb 2013).....Mr.Wira is aging.He really seem to be tired and weary these days.So,we've got two juniors to share his responsibilities and lessen his burden. Three of them are truly our heroes.
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| And Yeah.... Im the Father of these kids...=p |
Goodbye
Out of many deaths last year,there were one significant and this women, I can never forget for who she was to me. I don't exactly know why,but whenever she sees me,she'll get so emotional,hugs me so tight till i suffocate and wets my face with her kisses..in a way that was almost comic,her kisses everytime misses my cheeks,and land on my nose.. ROFL =D .
then she'll continue with her ever touchy lines...like...' OMG,'look how much you've grown''...''Appadiya Jega photostate inthe ponnu''..
My reaction:huh???biar betul....=p
I always wondered if I look like a man to her eyes,or that my father looked like a girl..lol..I may inherit his characteristics maybe ,but "photostat" is like overly exaggerated though.=p..but ok,you should'nt be questioning or making fun of sentiments you see. They are not fake afterall.=)
She was the one again who told me once that .."your father used to speak of this little girl so often,almost everytime".And there I go not knowing how to react,but to grin like a clown.he,he =D I feel so proud and flattered of course,but being the centre of attention is still AGONY,no?...
Unfortunately,the Big C again took her away from us...leaving behind so much of memories.Seriously,my father must have been really lucky to have such a motherly teacher in his life.Her words still stand alone as if she had said them directly to me in a vacuum where only the two of us exist.I've wrapped the parcel of words in my mind and will treasure it forever,because they are really very special to me.
We love you Atte,and may you rest in peace.=)
In 2012 also,I do have encounters where people helped me out when I needed a push in life.Be it a word of encouragement,a pat on my shoulder or trust they put on me,that I can do better next time......those are significant things which truly matters. I always make sure that these acts are forever instilled in me so that I will be forever grateful of some small little things in life.
And yea,as I said earlier....I guess its just the quarter of what happened in 2012. Will take my entire holiday if i were to write everything in detail...,so im letting the pictures to tell the rest of the story.=) Thanks for your patience. Lol. xD
January
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| The last day of my foundation life.. |
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Mother's 50th Birthday... |
B.Pharm
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| My New Hostel |
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| My new housemates.. |
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| View from by bed..=)
May
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The Reunion of Partners in Crime    
August
My Birthday Surprise celebration...
By Partner's in crime and my housemates...
 
By my family..........
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November
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| Sister's graduation |
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With her bestie    |
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| Ambik kesempatan ni.. |
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| Best promo for colgate..=p |
Children's Day Out
 Fuyooo...  This is Kambathu Madonna... Sadly,these days,your children have gone a bit twit Dad.. You'll know why.....  definitely posing...    Omm yean thombi buthi valaranum swaha........        Tails are a miss for both of them..=p      marching...left,righ,left,right...        |
Saw????? I told you......they've all gone a bit twit....
anyhow,it's fun...and who'll know. =)
Grown by age, kids by heart.
Deepavalli
         
Why this colour????
    Yeah....!!! Baju raya.  New Borns   
Marriage
    
BEEN THERE,DONE THAT.
¬The Ending Chapter of 2012 Hmmmmm,well,I want to be just grateful for this year,because many of us had the doubt if the world might end in 2012.Call it divine intervention,or coincidential science,we are still living.I think that's all should matter in the end. Looks like im really turning to be so philoshophical sometimes isn't it???? lol B) You got to trust me okay,it comes naturally without me having to try hard..."COPYRIGHT RESERVED" =) But anyway,I guess growing really make me think differently about things in life.Everyday I wake up,feeling thankful and blessed that I have great people around me to nurture and shape me to be who I am today. Heartfelt thanks to all of you.=) With that, Thanks for dropping by...and again for your patience. *this is a delayed publish |
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