My Space.....So,let it be=)

OMG! Just one day left …this is unbelievable.Got to pack my loads tomorrow and get back to hostel.Well,it’s not really a torturing atmosphere over there,but you know........=)

It's amazing isn’t it how time gets spent so easily when we don't realize it and it seems like time has stopped when we are forced to do something / painfully stuck with something.Im happy for the moment.Yes,I am.There were moments of complete desperation and utter frustration during my working days which eventually passed. I told myself that I'd blog about those moments and have a laugh after that mad spree ended ...but,maybe I shall not.It has passed,Let it just be like that.

It’s the beginning of a new semester…and all the ‘feary subjects’ are coming up…..chem,bio,physics…etc…...potchedaa..

It’s scary again to think of the ample of assignments,reports, and sleepless nights…you know its just too torturing sometimes especially for people who loves sleeping like me…

Look at that……

 How pity…..;p lol

Alright,there were few things I wanted to write about during my holidays…..,but I find myself not having the mood to blog most of the time. I stare at my screen wondering why I am not writing although there are so many topics on my mind that I can write about effortlessly. Am I not writing because I am not enthusiastic to share my thoughts with anyone? May be, may not be. I'd like to believe that I have changed for the better perhaps and that is being manifested by the updates in my blog…just for the sake of keeping it alive,at least. I have started it,So ,its survival is my responsibility.he,he
I can’t help but to wonder what is the purpose of me blogging and if I shoud make it private.All these while, I was in the thought that nobody really read my blog and even if there is…nothing posted in here is regarding them. But GOSH! I just got to know that people do read my blog…,and these people are those who I actually thought they’ll neva get to know I have a blog in the first place.

Hayyyoooo.....puppy shame Sandra!

Then,I started questioning myself if I shoud make it private,because it may hurt for some people to get to know certain truths,that were left unsaid by me.Then again ,the voice in my head answers the questions like this:
‘I write for my own pleasure and it’s nobody else business.The purpose of me blogging at first was to brush up my English.It is still for the same reason.There are spilled frustrations and emotions here and there of coz,afterall its my blog.There are things I may have felt is best left unsaid,but that never stop me from unleashing it somewhere…and the best ‘somewhere’,is no where else than here.Besides,sometimes in life there’ll be some quiet gratifications…where people don’t really come up to you and tap on your shoulders saying ‘Good Job…or what so ever ect..So,since this is my blog…,it’s the only place where I can blow my own trumpet…he,he… sounds pathetic?ha,ha…I don’t think so.You know, we can’t always expect others to acknowledge us…if you know your own value,you can do it all by your self.Thats called ‘high self esteem’…no,its not wrong in anyway,unless you poke your nose into other’s esteem. =)

What I write in here are’nt secrets.Afterall,Secrets should’nt be written anywhere,and if is written,then its not meant to be secrets at all.I do have privacy….but those are not secrets.Its just PRIVACY.I think there is a slight difference between both of these….or are they just the same..?Hayya..,Who cares! ;p
But honest or not, I don't set out to offend anybody,be it you.

Yes,YOU.

Again,I write here for my own pleasure and so. If someone takes offense from something I say, that's not really my problem.=)
However at the end of this half-productive post I have just decided to stop questioning myself and unload my thoughts whenever I want to. It's my space, I should be the last person questioning me. =)

With that,