Feeling sick....

This is the 3rd time that I logged in after logging out twice. Yes or no, yes or no to blog. I don't know how to describe about my feelings now, it's a mixture of everything. I very much want to blog to loosen myself but of cause there are somethings I just can't explain. If only I knew, I wouldn't be feeling like this at all.
Well I'm sick. I have a cold which is a pain on its own….and trial exam is going on.First day of the exam ,I screwed up everything….I was shivering for no reason at all,and it spoilt my exam spirit…All I had in my mind during Paper 1 (PA) was just to finish up all the questions and rest;and I did.Biology was yet another disaster.Today,I’m terribly sick…could’nt speak,could’nt sleep…and eat.I can’t even focus and study for my Chemistry exam tomorrow ,followed by Maths and Bio (P1)…throughout the week. Looks like I’m going to disappoint my teachers,mum n myself again……
I know falling sick is not an excuse for my failure…..I would’nt have done much better although I’m perfectly alright,isn’t??? ;p
Anyway,all the best to Sandra,to have at least a word or two to be written on the Chemistry paper tomorrow……=)
(sigh)