Just A Moment Before I Sleep....

*yawnS*

Actually I'm feeling quite sleepy and blur while typing this. I'd been sleeping quite early these few days though sometimes I find it hard to fall asleep soon as I sometimes need to toss and turn for a couple of hours before embarking on my sea cruise to.. dreamland :)

Just a moment before I sleep, I'd just like to say that... I notice a difference in myself lately. Last time, the second before I fell asleep, I used to think about alot of unnecessary stuff and then I felt very monotonous about the next day.

But recently, I must say that... I had been given alot of opportunities to meet new experiences and they have really widened my perspective towards life. I begin to realise that, happiness is really just a hairflip away.. :)
I’m feeling very free nowadays,though I realised I’m not supposed to be…..there’s plenty to do,so little time left.Yet,the feeling is not about having nothing to do,but it is the innermost peace and freedom.Sometimes,I just feel like soaring above the sky.Sounds weird for a STPM student????Hell,yes.I do not know whether to say this is a good sign or not....but the feeeling is just so awesome.

So,a freedom doesn't necessarily always means a space that only others can grant you.,isn’t???It's up to your level of commitment that how much space you want to give yourself and it's up to your level of comfortability that how much space you allow other people to have influence over you. Don't you think that it's very miserable when we constantly rely our happiness on other people and we get so upset when they don't take the effort to note our feelings or if they don't meet our expectations? I believe we can create a vibe of happiness for ourselves if we know how to treasure and note our merit values in us!

The conclusion would be.. I'm feeling really sleepy now and all that I want to say is, instead of feeling monotonous about the next day, I'm beginning to feel excited about it because I finally know.. where's the direction I am going. What really matters in reality and when to let go somethings that I have to let go. These small pieces of things are what I consider important to start building me up.

Afterall,

Now repeat after me, Happiness . is . JUST ! a hairflip away.... *tWinnKk*

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Thought of the day:
~ There is nothing noble to be superior to another person.The true nobility lies in being superior to your previous self.
~She / he that commits a fault,thinks everyone speaks of it.Don’t we have better things to do????