Sometimes,I wish you are my real sister,that I could just break your legs and make you sit at home.Lucky though,you are not.

Random..

I love being me. It’s just that sometimes being me isn’t good enough for everyone..=)

ROFL...

My friends are accusing me for having such big eyes....Their favourite dialogue of all....''OMG Sandra,don't stare like that...it SCARES!'' wa,ka,ka,ka...

ROFL

Bio...

BIOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................................................GONE.I loved you so much,but you never failed to dissapoint me. ~Haiz  Thanks to Mr.Maths by the way.I think I can own you this time.  

4 flat,4 flat,4flat............
you are all I need.Come to me pls.

Do I look like I care...?,...or perhaps I Do.

I've hurt a friend of mine recently...for this special circumstance,I had to.....the reason was simple..,because I did'nt want to hurt the person any more than this...
I value FRIENDSHIP,what more of which lasted almost 4 years for me,8 years for you.... and my respect for you as a person is as always.I don't want to apologize,as it would give allowance for you to repeat the mistake all over again... God sees what I think and what I do...,and so I hope i'll get forgiveness from his side at least. =)

OMG...FORGIVE ME.

I hope people will understand where their limits stand,without me having to say it.

Let go. Don't drag. Expectations hurt. Priorities change. Words are fake. Feelings don't matter. People change.Feelings change. =)

Don't start with me...

So,you are thinking that I'm stupid enough to be the one to tolerate with you,isn't it? You might think it's fun,trust me,it's not.Perhaps,it's annoying.And just because I'm keeping quiet,doesn't mean I've got nothing to say.Well,to me...,the greatest victories you can gain over someone annoying is to beat her/him at politeness.Therefore,prepare to cover before my irony and sarcasm hits you. =)

do you see that??? =)

~Leaving my mark behind.

OMG...it's already a month plus and I almost forgot to post this video over here in my blog...so,here it is..memories of mine. =)

BEAUTIFUL ISN'T IT?HE,HE...=)

Are u expecting me 2 tolerate with tis kinda rubbish???I thought I made it clear at the very beginning itself...did'nt I?????

Just left....RIP~

I don't know whether to say it hurts a lot to lose you or not,but it's better to leave than to suffer....a best friend of mum you are...,and this reminds me so much of my bestie...who never ever had turned her back on me or told me that I was'nt good enough or let me down.All I hope is that she knows I'm always here.To listen to her laugh and cry and help in all the ways I can.....and I'll try to be atleast half the friend she is to me...
I could tell her the truth today,and not because I was keeping something from her,but because the truth is that,she is so beautiful,so loving,and such a perfect friend,and I felt shy expressing that to her.I am not always good with words.But I think, THAT, she should know.Coz she used to ask me if I do have emotions...Lol ;p
Well,our friendship is some how different from others.....,I don't now in what way it is different...,but we were never like other best friends....we don't really hang on phone,nor text each other as often as best friends do,we don't really share everything between us,seldom meet up,seldom chat,seldom express,had very few things in common,.......But it never mattered after all...,or perhaps that what they call as 'special touch' in the hearts of best friends.
On top of everything,if you press me to say why I loved her and why this friendship means much to me,I can say no more than 'she is still she,and I am still me',despite we are BEST FRIENDS~ =)

Thanks to you Aunty, for you had reminded me that I should let her know everything she deserves to know.I may know what I'm waiting for today to happen.Who knows what is waiting for me tomorrow...????.....
You'll be forever in our hearts~may you RIP~

A new environment,new friends,fresh new year,a second home,a new life.......a strange feeling again,away from home,away from family,surrounded by people with different characters.....and I'm still out of the norm.OMG,safe me... Lol ;p
 p/s: thanks to MUCH for offering me the 100% scholarship,but it's scary to think of the days I've got to go through and the challenges I've got to meet. ~haiz~

You got to stop it my friend...,,I don't like the feeling of being watched. ~WARNING WITH SOME RESPECT & PEACE ~

Having experienced quite a bit,I can now state that raising children is a part of joy,and another part of a guerilla warfare...;p Gosh! I still can't digest the fact that I'm no longer gonna see my kids...truly,Im already missing these 'little people' who stepped into my life..
and screw 'Windows live movie maker' for making my efforts go waste....

Without wearing any mask we are conscious of, we have a special face for each friend...isn't it? =)

the most comforting quote for today: 

“When any anxiety or gloom of the mind takes hold of you, make it a rule not to publish it by complaining; but exert yourselves to hide it, and by endeavoring to hide it you drive it away.”

~how true....pheew =).

I know I'm supposed to be moving on, but why do I find myself playing the same track over and over again?? 

Isn't a good feeling..

We judge ourselves by what we are capable of doing,while others judge us by what we have already done.REALITY.Worst game ever.

“People say true friends must always hold hands, but true friends don't need to hold hands because they know the other hand will always be there.”

I don’t know how much this means to everyone else out there,but I do believe in it.Infact,this is all I believe in. Well,certain truth hurts…but can’t help it…,blame the situation or perhaps my own nature. I let silence to rule me…,all 2 do with anxiety and self worth.I move on.I don’t forget.Trust me, I never did.